...so it was true, after all.

i called the office last sunday because i was
going to be absent for that day. si pam ang
nakasagot and she said na "huy wala na
yung
friends mo." at first i couldn't believe it,
akala ko you'd stay maybe a week longer pa,
until
i verified it myself.

if i had been aware na that was your last day
onboard (nung tinawag mo ko ng
"suplado", then
maybe i would have asked you to stay quite a
bit,
chika ng konti. or maybe i could've given you a
big big hug, after all, we were a team, diba?
obviously that won't happen anymore, but ah
well...

anyway, now that we're at it, remember all the
things and little pieces of advice i told you.
you're still young, make full use of it. do not
fall for the same mistake i did. graduate NOW,
then make a little bulakbol later. actually you
are so lucky, because at least you have someone
old (like me! haha) who has gone through life's
worse moments, and that's why i am here - to
wake
you up as early as now. to be honest you really
did amuse me, because you were the type of
person
who's always willing to listen. i mean, to begin
with, who am i anyway? but again, like i said,
you always kept a straight look into my eye
everytime i gave my "sermon" - it was
really
funny how you would react to my being bossy
sometimes (haha) but as i have always said,
whatever words that were coming out of my
mouth... well, they were true, and they're
basically for your own good. you just don't know
how 'old' i feel as i type this *laughs*
remember also what i told you about how most of
the male population are jerks. there's no rush,
keep waiting and looking for that one good
person. you should know if it is in fact,
"him."
trust me on this. baka hanggang ngayon tini-text
mo pa din yung loser na yun ha? kurutin kita
dyan, hehehe...

now that you're gone, i have come to a
realization that it's back to reality. when you
came it was as if it was back to start again,
the
fun was there, and i got a lot of my energy
back.
now it's back to normal, and i guess it would be
up to me, well us, to find our inspiration (to
work) again. the other day i looked to the area
to where you were seated, made a little smile of
my own, and told myself that hey, it was really
fun while it lasted...

i'll be missing your smile, your kakulitan, your
being tampururut sometimes, but more
importantly,
i'll be missing YOU! =)

goodluck to you my dear alaga!

your personal scriptwriter and friend,
Emilia


*this is a letter from a nympho hu my friends insisted i had a crush on.

i repeat. I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM. I SIMPLY FIND HIM AMUSING. AND WHO COULD BLAME ME?? LOOK AT HOW SKILLFUL HE IS WITH WORDS.

wala lng. i know he wouldnt be seeing this, but i just wanted to atleast take the advantage of being able to make fun of it. and yeah, before jumping to conclusions that i am such a bitch for doing this, well, just consider the fact that he was a jerk.

a big fat obnoxious *feeling* jerk pretending to be nice for who-knows-why.

and the guy he was refering to as a "loser"?, well, i kinda dated that guy for a while. he is right about that though, the "loser" was literally a loser, but what the heck, it takes one to know one.

sayang, wala na skn ung pic nmn. papakita ko sana dito ng malaman nyo what a bad news he is. both insyd and out.