Mina_Harker

no dramas here. i just love to sing this song. im not realy a fan of opms.. but.. gez i rly am getin older...

Di ko malimutan Ang mga sumpa sa akin na di iiwan

Ako ay nagtiwala at sa yo ay naniwala

Na ako lamang ang nasa buhay mo

Tandang tanda ko pa

Ng sabihin mo sa akin na ayaw mo na

Ang mundo ko ay gumuho at ang luha’y biglang tumulo

Ang mga pangarap ko’y naglaho

ano pa ba ang aking magagawa

siguro ngay hindi tayo para sa isat isa

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo

Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginugol ko sayo

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang ating nakaraan

Di n asana dadating sa ganitong kalagayan

Di ko matandaan

Kung ano ang huli nating pag-aalitan

Saan ba ako nagkulang, ano bang kasalanan

at ikaw ay biglang lumisan

ano pa ba ang aking mgagawa

cguro ngay nde tau pra sa isat isa

Mina_Harker

i finally understood why i never enjoyed my stay at the marketing office of inquirer: it wasnt because people were rude to me or anything, they were just plainly treating me like i should be at the real workplace. there, i get orders. i am reminded everyday that i am merely an ojt and they were my fucking boss. although its not really sumthing i shld hold againts them, i mean they are indeed my boss ryt? but one thing i realize though, i dont ever wanna work. i never wanna get orders, and i never wanna be mocked that im just new and that i would have to live with their annoying Bossity(made that up).

if i would be granted with boss like mam tere, i would have loved it. she was super nice i almost cried on my last day.(exag) i just didnt expect my stay here at inquirer would actually grant me new friends.

like karch, yeah i know. ive known her since first yr, but inevr tot wed actually click.

like milan. although im not yet sure if wed realy remain friends now that i wont be seeing her everyday.

like mam tere. shes my boss and she certainly deservd it. but i dont think there was ever a day that she mocked me with superiority. she treated me and karch equally, like we were her co-workers.

so the point is, id rather open up my own business and be the boss instead of having annoying bossy bosses push me around. thats that.

anyway.. i know ive been overstaying at inquirer, but i really enjoyed it there, kahit na ive merely done anything worthy. kahit na all i do is play badminton with milan's boss and ramp all over the building. i liked it there. im actually looking forward of working there when i graduate. i just hope i wont be assigned to the marketing department.

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u wanna know sumthing more annoying than my marketing bosses?? its sitting in a jeep ryt infront of a classmate in high school. sumone ur not really close with but then because of the fact that u havent seen each other for like a decade(exag) youd have to pretend to be interested to what has been goin on with their lives. although he looked pretty much more interesting than when we were in high skul.

it was really awkward. id have to pretend excited and did he. he asked me where i was goin and i said "home" and he said he was goin to our school. i was gonna ask y but then this akward fling appeard. he was trying to avoid my eyes as i was avoiding looking at his direction.

so we sat there, with pained necks due to our determination in avoiding each others direction. hate that. i never wanna see a classmate. next time ill just pretend not recognizing them.

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i just realized my taste for guys have stooped so low. dati i go for chinese guys. rich ones. tall ones. the ones that made sense. the ones who read books. the ones who were confident and talks smooth.

but now. everyone who looked like my ex takes my attention.

and hes not even handsome. hangang tuhod ko lng ata un.

screw that guy. he left me with nothing but a broken heart and a very very bad taste.

Mina_Harker

i used to tease my bez, who is a guy, for being a loser. he was a one-woman-man and i hated that. during our high school, he was a basketball player, but despite that, he was called "buto" because he was as thin as a rail.

my friend, who was once courted by my bez even rejected him becoz of this. he was plainly a loser who endd up with another loser for atleast four years.

every time we talkd on the fon i would tell him to get a life. his life evolved only around his howe, basketball and home. i kept telling him that if only he would flirt a little,go out and mingle a little hed probably get anyone he liked. i knew this this becoz he wasnt so bad after all. actually he used to be my crush during my freshmn yr. hes tall. hes pure chinese. hes a good guy and hes rich. my ideal guy. (except that hes too good it hurts)

later, i was surprised to hear that he was beginning to like the night life. i didnt expect this coz i didnt even know he knew what night life was. soon, his stories went from hanging around at starbux to meeting gurls at basement. at first, i was happy for him, thinking that he was actually 'getting a life'. but this feeling disapeard when i heard that he broke up wt his loser gf of four years.

how cld guys just call it quits wt a gurl they spent their four boring yrs with??

anywy. i just talked to him on the fone a wyl ago. and he was braggng abt how happy he is wt his decision and how his new skinny head got him this dlsu chik. he sounded too satisfied he didnt even mention his howe of whom he broke up with jsut two weeks ago.

i feel a bit responsible. and i couldnt help feeling that somehow ive turned him into a guy i nver wanna meet.

Mina_Harker

if i ever sleep with a woman, it would be with Angel Locsin.

last night, i dreamt that i was Darna. (how pathetic) but yeah when i woke up, i had this sudden urge to see the movie. not because i was interested in the story at all, but because i wanted to c HER.

honestly. i want to sleep with her.

Mina_Harker

I have an idiot for a mom and an asshole for a dad. I must have done some serious shit on my past life.

Im thinking I might be Hitler. In that case, I deserved these.

My mom decided its about time my dad take some of the responsibilities he neglected to her. Like for instance: paying my tuition fee. She came up with this stupid plan of making my dad believe that she wasn’t gonna send any money for us, in the hope that my dad would actually care enough to shoulder it. But of course, my very loving mom will be sending us money without my dad knowing, just in case. I call it stupid because living with my dad for 20 years I know the way he thinks. And my mom living with him for at least 30 years, she should know that he’s wise enough to know that she won’t risk her very loving daughter’s education.

But then, what the hell, my mom wants it, so why not give it a try?

I haven’t talked to my dad for the past few days in the fear that I might say or do anything that might ruin mom’s act. I also think that it’s a good way to let him know that I am so cursing him. Anyway, a few days ago, my mom textd me saying she already sent the money. The thing is, she sent it to this account my dad holds. (see what I mean? Idiot:mom) so I have to make a plan to sneak the card out of the house, withdraw the money, and put in my own account. I couldn’t do it in the afternoon becoz my dads home that time, I couldn’t do it in the evening either becoz the bank would be close then. See how my mom has successfully further complicated my already-complicated life? But being the loving daughter that I am, I was still able to came up with a plan: take the money home at night, then put in the bank the next day. (this may sound simple but I was hesitant because I wasn’t comfortable bringing a large sum of money riding a tricycle. Alone)

And then she did the most stupidest thing ever: she called. My brother answered the fon while I was at the laundry and I knew at once it was her because my bother said “ oh ma!”. Right away my dad was all ears, and my stupid brother made it even more obvious by shouting “bing, c mama”(god!! It think it actually runs in our family!!) She was nagging me about why I haven’t textd her back, while my dad was just beside me. I couldn’t tell her that the big monster was home, and I couldn’t say anything but “oo” & “wala pa”. Finally she asked if my dad was home and I said yes. She said goodbye right away.

Well there goes my mom’s stupid plan. Even though my dad didn’t hear a thing about the money, I think you and I both know that my dad knew what it was all about.

When I die, ill have the biggest smile on my face during my wake. And yeah, don’t mourn for me, id probably be the happiest gurl in the world.

Mina_Harker

SUCCESS!!!

Hi guys. Introducing my future husband.

and milan. my co-ojt.

yeah i know. hes gay. whatever. all i can say is. HE IS SUPER NICE. mas nagulat pa ko na he was very accomodating, i was expecting na hed b a real bitch kc nga we were wasting his time, but oh no, he even offered us some food he brought with him.

kahit na bading cya. mahal ko na cya.

like i said. hes such a waste. andaming panget dyan bkt kelangn c tim pa ang maging bading.

Mina_Harker

our last day with my boss...

wala lang.. were all crazy over this doll...such a charmer..

not exctly where i work,, but i was always here to watch american idol..

awwww.. dont we just look cute togeder... ders a connection eh.. hehe

Mina_Harker

presenting our very lame attempt to catch the summer spirit.

i got really jealous with the fact that almost everyone at friendster posted their pictures with bikinis and sands and sun... my buddy fufu and i were sooooooo desperate to get wet that we would go even if it meant going by ourselves. fortunately some of our friends were respectful enough to accompany us. (i dont know wer i got dat it just felt right) so anway, we didnt exactly hit the beach or went to a resort but it was the same thing anyway. minus the sand and cute guys, though. because of the fact that we were all broke and partly hesitant to shell out money we end up at princess' clubhouse. it wasnt really free but it wasnt expensive either. there was water. thats all that matters. anyway, from the pictures you will see who was with us. actually, jonas was with us. he just didnt upload any of the pictures that included him. dont ask me why. i have no idea. anyway. like the usual outings, we had some chips and alcohol. and again. jonas got drunk.

this happened two weeks ago, i think. i just got the photos yesterday though. tnx to jonas.

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wow. 2 weeks and we're already fighting. i hve a feeling dis isnt a good idea.